back to old love.

Finally gua sadar juga, orang yang serusnya gua cari ya ada di depan mata. Sayang dia punya orang, too bad, wayy tooo baddd. but it's okay. gua percaya jodoh kok.

now, i love you, i really do.

Sleepover.

Model: Fiona ayu larasati

Taken: Maretha Tosayti

No regret.

 

see that? yeah that's why i want to tell you, that i love you. i dont want to regret anything.

Holiday = Dying

YEAHHHHH!!!!!!!! i miss him soooooooo dammnnnnnn fuckingg much. Walaupun dia bukan punya gua (belum ;) ) i miss him like .... oh whatev i really really really miss you N.

mana lu lagi lucu-lucunya abis potong rambut. Liburan ini adalah liburan paling suram yang pernah gua alamin. sumpah. gua kangen banget sama lu. orang gua ngeliat lu online chat di fb aja udah bahagiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. gimana lu jadi punya gua? JENG gua bisa modar :D.

oh my god. if you and me meant to be together, can you just make it simpler for us to realize? and ALLAH please give me strength and courage to hanging on. Amin.

Courage.

what i need is just courage to say, i love you. i really do. i dont care what people say. it's about me. i dont wanna regret anything. i've learnt from my past.

next year you'll be graduate from your senior high school. it means i never have chance to say it again. what i need is just you know that i love you. i never ask more. i dont care if you hate me or call me bitch. cause i never want to regret something.

so, i'll say it next year after you graduate from your senior time.

Dear God, please make it happens. Amin.

i love you, i really do and mean it.

It has Changed, hasn't it?

ya, semuanya berubah. dari love life gue dan temen. kecuali sahabat, of course.
gue udah capek sama semuanya. i hate being judge by someone, who not understand me at all. just judge me by the cover. is that good? no, no at all!
dan, ya, gue berpaling ke seseorang. he's multi-talented and good. very good. i love him, but i'm not sure that he loves me. just pray. i hope so.
y? goodbye. he mocked at me, and i was mad at him. it was over. i won't remember it again. just forget the past, the bad moments.
masalah temen. yeap, gue emang bisa dibilang 'bukan siapa-siapa' di sini. padahal dulu? i'm the one. kalo ditanya, gue pasti 'tata-nya xx ya?' 'xxnya mana?' yeap. gue dikenal karena bersama xx, bukan karena gue adalah tata. maretha tosayti.
i miss the old times, for sure. but now, its getting better. i have della and keke as my closest friends, but not my best friend. my bfs are only 2, fiona and syara. those girls that could make me happier that before. miss you guys :*
by the way, yang paling gue kangenin adalah sya. dia adalah tipe manusia yang, well, cepet berubah sesuai ekosistemnya. i mean, dia bakal cepet berubah sikap sesuai lingkungannya. lingkungan kelas, dll. ya pergaulannya. and teri, she's the evil one that i knew. bukan evil yang snob atau jahat, tapi, no mercy for fuckin situation. biasalah, rashi's type.

SOOO, i just want to say that i miss the old times. i love 22. i love our clique. i hope i could get the better life on jhs. adios.