All About Zayn Jawaad Malik

We all must know about One Direction, rite? 5 handsome boys with heavenly voice from UK. gah i wish i was lived there. jadi, band ini beranggotakan Liam , Harry, Louis, Niall and Zayn. The most gorgeous is Zayn.
Since the first time i saw him, i was like i have no word. so this is some of his photos.

WATCH OUT!! YOUR BREATH!!!

GAH!! that was quite breathe taking, yes?

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GAH I FINALLY REMEMBER MY PASSWORDDDD.

okay.

back to old love.

Finally gua sadar juga, orang yang serusnya gua cari ya ada di depan mata. Sayang dia punya orang, too bad, wayy tooo baddd. but it's okay. gua percaya jodoh kok.

now, i love you, i really do.

Sleepover.

Model: Fiona ayu larasati

Taken: Maretha Tosayti

No regret.

 

see that? yeah that's why i want to tell you, that i love you. i dont want to regret anything.

Holiday = Dying

YEAHHHHH!!!!!!!! i miss him soooooooo dammnnnnnn fuckingg much. Walaupun dia bukan punya gua (belum ;) ) i miss him like .... oh whatev i really really really miss you N.

mana lu lagi lucu-lucunya abis potong rambut. Liburan ini adalah liburan paling suram yang pernah gua alamin. sumpah. gua kangen banget sama lu. orang gua ngeliat lu online chat di fb aja udah bahagiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. gimana lu jadi punya gua? JENG gua bisa modar :D.

oh my god. if you and me meant to be together, can you just make it simpler for us to realize? and ALLAH please give me strength and courage to hanging on. Amin.

Courage.

what i need is just courage to say, i love you. i really do. i dont care what people say. it's about me. i dont wanna regret anything. i've learnt from my past.

next year you'll be graduate from your senior high school. it means i never have chance to say it again. what i need is just you know that i love you. i never ask more. i dont care if you hate me or call me bitch. cause i never want to regret something.

so, i'll say it next year after you graduate from your senior time.

Dear God, please make it happens. Amin.

i love you, i really do and mean it.

It has Changed, hasn't it?

ya, semuanya berubah. dari love life gue dan temen. kecuali sahabat, of course.
gue udah capek sama semuanya. i hate being judge by someone, who not understand me at all. just judge me by the cover. is that good? no, no at all!
dan, ya, gue berpaling ke seseorang. he's multi-talented and good. very good. i love him, but i'm not sure that he loves me. just pray. i hope so.
y? goodbye. he mocked at me, and i was mad at him. it was over. i won't remember it again. just forget the past, the bad moments.
masalah temen. yeap, gue emang bisa dibilang 'bukan siapa-siapa' di sini. padahal dulu? i'm the one. kalo ditanya, gue pasti 'tata-nya xx ya?' 'xxnya mana?' yeap. gue dikenal karena bersama xx, bukan karena gue adalah tata. maretha tosayti.
i miss the old times, for sure. but now, its getting better. i have della and keke as my closest friends, but not my best friend. my bfs are only 2, fiona and syara. those girls that could make me happier that before. miss you guys :*
by the way, yang paling gue kangenin adalah sya. dia adalah tipe manusia yang, well, cepet berubah sesuai ekosistemnya. i mean, dia bakal cepet berubah sikap sesuai lingkungannya. lingkungan kelas, dll. ya pergaulannya. and teri, she's the evil one that i knew. bukan evil yang snob atau jahat, tapi, no mercy for fuckin situation. biasalah, rashi's type.

SOOO, i just want to say that i miss the old times. i love 22. i love our clique. i hope i could get the better life on jhs. adios.

HEY PEOPLE!!

HEYYY WHAT'S UP? long time since my last post.

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Model: fiona ayu larasati

Taken by : Maretha Tosayti

Born This Way.

like Lady gaga said:

 " I'm beautiful in my way, 'Cause God makes no mistakes I'm on the right track, baby I was born this way "

did you ever being judge by other? or being tease?  gue pernah. it feels like totally hurt. they say that you ugly, fat, short , etc. but you must believe that you was beautiful in your own way. i personally ever being tease and being judge. some boys in my class said me pipled. i feel hurt that time. but then i realize, who are you? kalian gak punya hak buat ngejek gue kaya gitu. then i try to be a stronger person and i did. 

"  Nobody perfect , you beautiful in your own way and shine in your own way too "

love, unperfect person

MT 

Birthday Guy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVIN!!!

i wish you can be more usefull for everyone. prove it that you not that useless.

Your friends, 

MT

i wish...

i wish i lost all my memory with you. i hate you but i really love you. even you ever tease me . i don't care. yeah call me stupid , call me dumb , call me crazy. i don't care.

hey boy do you ever realize that i always here, always pretend to not to love you? i tired to pretend to be stronger.

it's hurt

love, hate and you.

cinta dan benci itu emang deket banget. kenapa harus deket coba? fuck abis. dan itu emang terjadi sama gue.

APA SIH NYET MAU LU?! gue tuh mikir benci sama lu aja gak pernah. lu benci sama gue? kenapa? karna gue jelek? gue jerawatan? gue gemuk? APA?! kasih tau gue? lu malu gue suka sama lu? karena lu pikir gue alay?

LU PIKIR GUE ALAY?! lu yang alay nyet! lu ngatain gue, lu ngehina gue. kalo emang gak suka sama gue ya udah! ngomong lu gak suka. ngomongin gue di belakang BANCI! TAU BANCI? ITU ELU! bukan karena gue cewe lu berhak ngehina gue. halo gue orang bukan tapir. sediem2 nya gue atau se alay nya gue , gue tetep orang gue punya hati bro. lu gak ngerti kan? iye karna lu emang tapir bukan orang.

tiap lu sekelompok sama gue. lu jijik. LU PIKIR GUE NGGAK APA? LIAT ORANG MUNAFIK KAYA LU! GUE JIJAY CUMAN GUE SIMPEN AJA KARENA GUE MASIH PUNYA HATI JING. GAK KAYA LU.
coba sini kasih tau gue se sempurna apa sih lu? ha. dasar banci. cuman butuh waktu.
         
Remember, karma does exist. 

Longlife lerning.

Apaan tuh? Longlife learning itu hal-hal yang mesti kita pelajari seumur hidup.

kalo menurut gue sih longlife lerning itu ada 4 : Kehidupan, Kejujuran, Kepercayaan dan Cinta.

Kenapa Kehidupan? ayo pikir logis. kita emang harus belajar tentang kehidupan kita seumur hidup.

Kenapa Kejujuran? diri kita tak pernah lepas dari kebohongan. kebohongan termasuk longlife learning. Jadi gimana caranya supaya kita gak sering bohong.

Kenapa Kepercayaan? ketika kita dikhianati gak mungkin kita memberikan kesempatan kedua atau di berikan kepercayaan lagi. jadi kita harus menjaga kepercayaan seseorang .

Kenapa Cinta ? karena dia terlalu sulit untuk dimengerti dalam sekejap. butuh bertauhun-tahun untuk kita supaya bisa mengerti apa itu cinta.

LOVE :*

Happiest day of my life

Today feel like it's my happiest day of my life. you know what? i got him. yeah!

being judge? slap that bitch.

No one can ever judge you. NO ONE!!. 'you are original can't be replace'- katy perry. yup it's true. even that everyone ever judge someone tapi mereka gak berhak buat ngejudge orang.

'Being judge? slap that bitch'- Maretha Tosayti

Quote of the day

"is not about your 20 million camera. it's about how"- Maretha Tosayti

i miss you

i miss your little half smile. i miss the time when you raise one of your eyebrows. i miss your laugh.                      

i miss everything from you. i miss how you look at my eyes. now i want it. but i cant find it in your eyes.

mungkin lu gak inget. but in fact i remember everything. you wear spalding, your car is old jazz, you have black jacket, you always go to school early, you live in pamulang, you are very ambitios person.


i love you just the way you are.


love

new me.

gue baru sadar. gue tau siapa gue sekarang. gue tau apa itu sahabat. gue tau apa itu popularitas.i found new Maretha Tosayti thanks to fiona and sya for help me to find my self and to understand what is the real friendship.

for me, friendship it's about everything. gue baru menemukan artinya kemaren. pas gue flashback pikiran gue masa lalu, gue sadar gue dulu bego banget. dia ngehina dibelakang gue, dia capakin gue gitu aja, dia ngomongin gue dibelakang. dan gue sadar detik itu juga, gue salah cari temen. gue gak percaya kenapa ya gue bisa anggep dia temen gue?. entahlah itu jauh udah di belakang inget2 itu cuman bikin gue sakit hati aja. pokoknya gue tau apa itu 'sahabat' setelah gue ketemu manusia aneh bin unik di atas. I just love you guys

love :*

Dulu waktu gue kelas 2 gue tergila-gila sama yang namanya musik (sebenernya sekarang juga masih tapi... ya gitu). Gue ngabisin hampir sekitar 5 taunan buat belajar piano sampe akhirnya gue bisa piawai memainkannya dan akhirnya itu berhenti karena susah gue membagi waktu antara hobby dan pelajaran. akhirnya gue putuskan untuk berhenti les piano. Gak lama gue tau yang nama nya Photography gue merengek minta slr dan akhirnya di beliin. sampe sekarang gue udah lumayan banyak menghasil kan photo-photo yang menurut gue brillian. Modal utama gue cuman camera eos 1000d sama model tetap a.k.a Fiona Ayu Larasati sampe akhirnya gue punya kesimpulan, ' is not about your 20 million camera, it's about how'. Yap betul banget. hasil bagus bukan karena kamera 20 juta, but it's about 'gimana caranya'. ini beberapa foto bagus yang pernah gue foto :

Love :*

HAPPY NEW YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!

i hope this year will be better than yesterday 

LOVE :*